It's not the way that I feel inside now it's just the way that you feel towards me just one night, maybe, that's all we need you hurt me when you said life was too short you're moving on and I feel so empty your sympathy I want you to give to me You know it feels like steels gone through me this pain over you girl I always thought you're the one I'd marry but that just isn't the cure just goes to show that in life there's no guarantee I remember watching you watch the sun rise and making love as the sun would fall that day is dead and I'm not ready at all I want to lay my head on your chest just listening to the beating of your heart You know this feeling it burns right through me this pain over you girl I always thought you're the one I'd marry but that just isn't the cure just goes to show that in life there's no guarantee

My girl last night told me I'm boring just opened her hole and out it stank I tried to tell her my moment of glory is only a few years away she said I'm heading down a road a road to nowhere is this road somebody else said that to me (many years ago it happened to be) so then I said "I disagree" because I know my speciality (well what is it?) I've got a real fast car girl - it goes all night long just like a real fast car girl - it stops for nothing at all My baby left me two weeks later (you're not worth it) I guess she wasn't satisfied (no, way) so now I'm roaming lonely while my manhood sleeps and cries Bar hopping around I see a gal she's got my name but she don't know I'm gonna show her what to do with my love in two.... I bust my moves and let her know (sup baby, you come here often?) she slaps me hard and heads for the door all I said was.... I've got a real fast car girl - it goes all night long just like a real fast car girl - it stops for nothing at all you gotta know that it's hard now baby, being me since I'm sitting in a room alone, with only memories, bitterly and I'm feeling low now girl cause I know that your gone but it won't keep me down cause I know what's in my garage I've got a real fast car girl - it goes all night long just like a real fast car girl - it stops for nothing at all

I can't speak cause I never spoke say what's real and I start to choke save my pride as I tell a joke have another beer as I smell the smoke watch them laugh as I cry inside dare to be bold, dare to be wise I won't sink cause I never sank a heart made of stone's leaving me all alone how do I call out, when do they turn around? need some understanding before I'm lost in the crowd I want to go to a sunshiny place I have to know all my thoughts are in place I need to show no one stands in my place for a lot to learn, I've got a lot to face Keep a sharp tongue with an open heart I don't wanna worry if I'm dumb or smart reaping what I sow, sowing what I reap falling out of love means I got off cheap I want to go to a sunshiny place I have to know all my thoughts are in place I need to show, no one stands in my place for a lot to learn, I've got a lot to face I want to go to a sunshiny place

When the sun comes up I'm gonna go away (gone away, gone away, gone away, gonna...) and these same sad feelings aren't gonna stay (gone away, gone away, gone away, gonna...) and in my heart my soul just wants to wake up (gone away, gone away, gone away, gonna...) cause what's gone is lost I've gotta give it up, now I said, "and don't you go blaming my fears & anxiety, No and don't you go playing that card of psychology" my love aint in love with me, she took it away and that's all there is to say I guess I'm gonna let down my guard today (gone away, gone away, gone away, gonna...) what once was mine is now gone away (gone away, gone away, gone away, gonna...) I wish she told me before she wanted to break up (gone away, gone away, gone away, gonna...) I'm looking forward to the other side of this particular rut now I said, "and don't you go blaming my fears & anxiety, no and don't you go playing that card of psychology" my love aint in love with me, she took it away and that's all there is to say why, wasn't she there for me (when she said she'd always be there) I was holding on (to something not real) her control was strong (for one that can't feel) why wasn't she there for me (when she said she'd always be there) I was holding on (to something not real) her control was strong (for one that can't feel) And don't you go blaming my fears & anxiety and don't you go playing that card of psychology my love aint in love with me, she took it away and that's all there is to say

Break out I gotta look ahead because the love we had is dead Busted up - feeling down, I can see that was here now she's gone (was here now she's gone) broken up, look ahead, thought it was alive but now I know it's dead (now I know it's dead) The Love that was destroyed re-lives in a world I'm dreaming she was here, but now, she's gone give me all the love that I never had give me what I need I feel all the pain and it makes me mad it's a dirty disease late at night when I close my eyes I see her face and mine yeah it makes me sad I hold her tight I never open my eyes, don't wanna lose her this time and it makes me mad gimme all the pride, I can feel that she's taken what I need (she's taken what I need) I see all the love that I never had why did she hide it from me (why did) The love that was destroyed re-live in a world I'm dreaming she was here, but now, she's gone gimme all the love that I never had gimme what I need I feel all the pain and it makes me mad it's a dirty, yeah it's a dirty disease gimme all the love, the love gimme all the love, the love gimme all the love, the love gimme all the love, the love

There's something in my heart something about this room I can't pretend I don't care how something is happening I don't know what it is but I, Know I'll... be fine Feelings unfairly change just when I was enjoying things sinking back to the bottom doesn't change a thing I don't know what it is but I, Know I'll... be fine I'll Stand and look at my shadow it still resembles me I'll stand and look in the mirror confused with who I see I don't know what it is and I don't know what I did but I know I'll, Be Fine yes I, know I'll... be fine

I can't hang around to see the ones that we've become no longer willing to believe that the good in everyones soul can set them free with agendas running wild, no peace of mind while one eyes on the prize the other's already blind I got so sick of it all - I had to get away so I went to a place where that negative vibe wouldn't stay I found myself some shade under a tree then I closed my eyes and let the wind take me away It was the sweetest sound I ever did hear I wish you heard that sound, you'd know that I'm being sincere It was the sweetest sound I ever did hear compared to all that noise it was music to my ears Everywhere I turn someone's got something to say never are they to blame or see things a different way eventually I just try not to care to join in on that pointless scene never seems to pay when my guard is down and I'm feeling ok someone always wants to lead my thoughts astray turn me inside out, bring my white to grey I just tune them out and I'm on my way to the sweetest sound I ever did hear I want to hear that sound, it clears up all my doubt & fear It was the sweetest sound I ever did hear compared to all that noise it was music to my ears

She came down like a savior down to rescue me but when I tried to name her she wouldn't give in to me this woman of mine knows what she's doing, what should I do? where this was going, I never knew was she trying to lead on? with her tears as I'd bleed on when the time comes to an end I gotta give it all I can free my mind of life taking times before the day is through in a world where the careless survive from the years of tears they hide it's time I give it up, this love that isn't true she came knocking on my door and I opened up once more gave her a chance to redeem a little time to scream out the thoughts on her mind and all the problems trapped inside but then she's off to the next friend when the time comes to an end I gotta give it all I can free my mind of life taking times before the day is through in a world where the careless survive from the years of tears they hide it's time I give it up, this love that isn't true when the time comes to an end I've gotta give it all I can give to free up my mind I've gotta decide it's time that I live I'll just leave it all behind, for a time peace comes to mind eventually I'll find out how, cause it's what I have to do

My faith in love is gone my fear of God not strong my needs no longer to belong I waste another day I dream the night away one shade away from grey, I am will she love me again will she love me again I've lost the strength to pretend I've seen the other side enjoyed what others hide the good & evil still collide I hope that hope's not gone as I sing my somber song to justify all of my wrong will she love me again will she love me again I really hate to pretend It's easy to say - without anyone I'd be ok and without love - I'd never cry I know, I should - change my perspective for the good because chances are, alone I'll die will she love me again when all my innocence descend I've lost the strength to pretend will she love me again when all my thoughts seem to offend I really hate to pretend

When I come crawling to you It may seem I've fallen for you I'm not hesitating or anticipating not even complicating, the truth I'm only waiting for you waiting for you, I am waiting it through cause waiting is who I am I'm always one step behind luckily I'm the quick & clever kind my minds entertaining such self deprecating it feels so liberating and blind when I am waiting for you waiting for you, I am waiting it through cause waiting is who.... I am the one now ready to take control of my heart and soul I'm waiting here and that's all it's gonna be waiting for you waiting for you, I am waiting it through cause waiting is who I am

I know what I feel - can't deny when the moment is real I won't set it aside God must have chose you for a reason It's easier to feel that it was just your time when you're far from home, don't forget me when every-thing's known, don't regret me I loved you so, now you know The last moments we shared - were not the same you said I will carry - on the family name you made it so easy to stay strong when the river runs dry - it's time to move on when you're far from home, don't forget me when everything's known, don't regret me I loved you so, now you know Do you know, how you've touched my soul? Do you know... you've shown me a life where I can be in control Do you know... to not only dream but to take on that role Do you know? I gotta feeling that you know.... I gotta feeling that you know

Without a reason whether we laugh or we cry because our love is true I understand why I do it for you you do it for me we do it for us love sets us free I change with the season the rain can leave me dry because our love is true it's worth it to try I do it for you you do it for me we do it for us it's easy to see that when nothing is broke just leave it alone cause when love was a joke - I felt so alone I remember a time my love was locked away but since I found you, it's easy to say I do it for you you do it for me we do it for us love sets us free without a reason - I DO IT FOR YOU whether we laugh or we cry - YOU DO IT FOR ME because our love is true - WE DO IT FOR US I understand why - LOVE SETS US FREE I do it for you you do it for me we do it for us we do it for... we do it for... love